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"Apa yang paling kamu inginkan di dunia ini, Le?" "Hidup tenang, mungkin?" Rian berdecak mendengar jawaban teman kecilnya yang sarat akan keraguan. "Hei, yang benar saja. Mengapa jawabanmu terlihat sangat tidak meyakinkan?!" Alea mengambil napasnya sejenak sebelum kembali menjawab ucapan Rian. "Rian, Aku sendiri pun sebenarnya tidak benar-benar tahu apa yang paling aku inginkan di dunia ini." Kali ini Rian kembali berdecak mendengar jawaban Alea, sungguh menghadapi Alea yang seperti ini sangat tidak menyenangkan, tapi ini juga berawal dari dirinya bukan? Seharusnya Rian tahu mencari jawaban dari pertanyaan yang pria itu lontarkan tidaklah mudah.  "Rian, apa kamu memiliki hal itu?", Alea memecah sunyi yang sempat terjadi beberapa saat. "Hal itu, apa? Hal yang paling aku inginkan maksudmu?", Rian kembali menjawab pertanyaan Alea dengan pertanyaan kembali hingga membuat wanita itu sewot, "Tentu saja, lalu apa lagi? Bukankah ...

 Hai, It's been a long time, right? Umm, im kinda feel sad tonight.  So this letter is from me to myself, but don't worry, this letter is for you too. I really want to write some sad quotes, but, nah i don't think it's a good idea. But, let me see.. Oke, im gonna start now.   How are you? How's your feelings? Are you ok? It's a simple question, i know. But, can you give me the answer? Can you give me the real answer? Do not fake your answer. Hmm, i know. If you feel you're not, it's ok. Cause, me too. Someone said it is ok to not be ok, so yeah i guess it is fine.  I posted 3 twit on my twitter today. I think it is fine to write about my feelings on my twitter, but then.. 5 mins later i deleted it. I don't know.. i just feel uncomfortable to share it. Although, i really want to share it, but i can't. Or maybe all i want is not to share what i've been through? Maybe I just want a hug? Yeah, I admited. I need a hug, i need someone to stay, to s...